“Damn
it! What a wacky life this is. You claim to be working hard, to be putting
things in place, but everything seems so awry. I try to turn things around, but
I seem to be adding more troubles to my woes. I’ve lost my job- The only thing
that sustained the family. I couldn’t have my masters to get a better job and a
tangible salary. And now the little I have, I have lost”. Chase kept blurting
these words out as he dragged his suit case to leave through the widely opened
door. He was further up with life under his father’s roof. He had to get out of
that hell into a better place.”Hold on Chase. You can’t leave just like that.
It’s no one’s fault things are really difficult at the moment. Dad is really
trying. How can he possibly work with his stroke. We even
have to be grateful that his pension money is there to support us. He has to
take care of my University education, as well as Nathan’s High school expenses.
It’s not very easy that he is the only one that we have now. Remember, things
would have been better-off if mom was alive, because they used to be. But we
cannot lose focus. We’ve got to move on. Things will turn really ok very soon.
Can you please withdraw this whole idea of leaving?” Mark said with his hands
pressed firm on Chase’s suitcase. But he didn’t give in. He has already made up
his mind to leave. “Nathan, aren’t you going to say anything? Mark screamed in
tears. “Well, not anything you would want me to. It’s really hell under this
roof, so it’s better he moves to find peace somewhere else. Dad is making
things more than difficult for us all. And I wonder why you have not even
realized any of that. Nathan said with his one hand patting Chase’s shoulder”.
“What!” Mark exclaimed in more tears. Chase, Mark, Nathan and their father are
characters whose personalities reflect in our daily lives. In life, we become
Chase when we love and enjoy good life. And during the difficult times, we
doubt and even disbelieve that there is a God who has done it for us, is doing
it for us and will continue to do it for us over and over again. Like Nathan,
we get excited and grateful to God during our happy and trouble-free moments,
and immediately we face a test or trial, we forget God’s existence. Being Mark,
we believe that God is with us in both bad and good times, because He never
fails. We understand that the little trials, tests, and difficult situations we
go through are only to strengthen us in faith, hope and love. They will never
perish us but make us better and better. God is presented as their father. God
loves and cares for us unconditionally and eternally. He never wishes anything
bad for us.He only allows that we go through certain situations for our own benefits.
To make and strong and bold to face all challenges that the earthly life
brings. We should always bear in mind that life on earth is a test, a trial and
a temporary assignment.Sometimes, when things get crooked and unplanned, we
have to understand that things always happen according to God’s will and
purpose for us and not ours. He is the determinant our life’s purpose and the
reason life even makes sense. We always get to a good and happy end when we
listen to God and allow His will and purpose to be manifested in our lives.
When we follow are wills however, we get to a deadly end. So, it is worth it if
we be just like Mark.
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